▼ 20150712 murmur

★20150712隨筆更新

覺得痛苦，
因為太過於渴求自己目前無法擁有的人/事/物，
就像我現在如此思念著那不屬於我的你一樣....



Shura - Touch

There's a love between us still
But something's changed and I don't know why
And all I want to do is go home with you
But I know I'm out of my mind

I want to touch you but I'm too late
I want to touch you but there's history
I can't believe that it's been three years
Now when I see you, it's so bittersweet

[Hook]

You want to touch me but you're too late
You want to touch me but there's too much history
Starting to live the lies we tell ourselves
I only need you to be friends with me

[Hook]

I've never felt so close
But now I know it's over
And all I want to do is go home with you
But I know I'm out of my mind
(Between us)
There's a love between us still but something's changed and I don't know why
(I've never felt so close, but now I know it's over)
And all I want to do is go home with you but I know I'm out of my mind
(Between us)
(Never felt, never felt, never, never felt)

▼ 20150717 murmur (二)

我想著你，你想著他，他又想著誰呢?
我希望他能夠也像你想著他一般地想著你，
這樣，我才能夠讓你從我的世界離開，
真正的離開。

祝你幸福。


The Temper Trap - Love Lost

Our love was lost
But now we've found it
Our love was lost, was lost
And hope was gone

Our love was lost
But now we've found it
And if you flash your heart, your heart
I won't deny it
I promise

I promise

Your walls are up
Too cold to touch it
Your walls are up, are up
Too high to climb

I know it's hard
But I can still hear it beating
So if you flash your heart
I won't mistreat it
I promise

I promise

Our love was lost
In the rubble are all the things
That you've, you've been dreaming of
Keep me in mind
When you're ready
I am here
To take you every time

Oh, our love was lost
Lost, lost, lost, lost..
Our love was lost
But now its found

▼ 20150717 murmur (一)

我們這樣就好， 不要多也不要少，
讓我做你的好朋友，
因為你就是我這殘酷的生活中，
唯一的美夢。


黃玠 feat. 魏如萱 做朋友

詞曲：黃玠 

今天天空是藍色的 你是否也正在享受
今天夕陽是紅色的 你是否想出去走走
今天天氣是晴朗的 你是否想去游個泳
今天街道是熱鬧的 你是否想去喝個酒
我想做 你的好朋友
我想問 你吃飽了沒有
你就是 這殘酷的生活
唯一的美夢

▼ 可 以 嗎

不好嗎?....


不能嗎?....


不敢湧起任何想擁有的念頭，
只想就這樣待在你的身旁，看著你發光~
依賴著你的光芒滋養著自己荒無的心靈~

在你面前，我讓自己像是透明的讓你不用擔任何心，
在你面前，我可以是任何你想要成為的形狀，

所以你不用懂、也無需瞭解，
只要知道我會挺你任何事情，
只願你開心順遂、努力前進，
我的人生就能因此而熾熱不已，

這是我最大的心願，也是我最大的秘密。


不....好嗎?


不....能嗎?


>

Hello Nico - 花

作詞/作曲：詹宇庭
編曲：Hello Nico

雨 我是大雨
降落在你身旁 卻弄壞衣裳
我只是想 和你玩耍
待在你身旁 欣賞你的光芒

但你不願你不再你不再 你不願再想起
有我的過去 有我的記憶

*你曾說曾經你說過 我藏著秘密
我不夠透明 我不夠真心

花 請聽我說話
在無意中 我踩壞你的衣裳
花 請原諒我吧
在無意中 我讓你那麼受傷

雨 我是大雨
想和你玩耍 待在你身旁

▼Love, Rosie / 真愛繞圈圈：對自己誠實之外....

也許因為害怕失去對方、也許因為不服輸，
兩個從小到大的好朋友，以死黨之名來關心彼此、
卻也對彼此保持最後的距離，然後一連串陰錯陽差的錯過彼此，
如果一開始彼此就誠實面對自己情感的話，也許就能不多走這麼多的冤枉路。

但從另一個角度來看，我認為感情是互相的，
如果只有一方誠實面對，但另一方卻逃避的話，仍舊是無解，
尤其年輕時的倆人都有著較多的傲氣與固執，
能夠倆人同時都誠實面對的情況，看起來機會並不高，
所以，就算如果倆人一開始便順遂地一同踏上波士頓的土地上，
我也好奇是否就真的會順利地發展成與對方在一起?
又或是在一起後真的會好好就此珍惜著彼此然後安定廝守呢?

人生中的不確定因素太多，也無法回頭，
看著倆人不停的錯過， 我想的不是如果能重新來過該有多好，
而是也許這些發生時在當下覺得是場災難的一切，
讓倆人在不停錯過的人生中，經過了年歲及歷練的洗禮後而得以成長，
所以最終也才能以最完美的姿態呈現給對方進而相伴餘生。

也所以，在活了有些年歲後的人生現階段，
想著的是，除了應該要誠實面對自己之外....

也許，所有的發生，都是最好的安排。





Kodaline - High Hopes

Broken bottles in the hotel lobby
Seems to me like I'm just scared of never feeling it again
I know it's crazy to believe in silly things
But it's not that easy

I remember it now, it takes me back to when it all first started
But I've only got myself to blame for it, and I accept it now
It's time to let it go, go out and start again
But it's not that easy

But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, oh, when it all comes to an end
But the world keeps spinning around

And in my dreams, I meet the ghosts of all the people who have come and gone
Memories, they seem to show up so quick but they leave you far too soon
Now evil is just staring at the barrel of a gun
And I do believe

Believe I've got high hopes
It takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, oh, when it all comes to an end
But the world keeps spinning
And the world keeps spinning around

High hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, oh,
And the world keeps spinning
Ooh, yeah this world keeps spinning
How this world keeps spinning around

▼我那死去的部份靈魂們

今日是我部份死去靈魂的頭七之日，
而我還是無法成功安撫剩餘存活著的部份，
心情仍舊會隨著那些逝去而泛憂傷，
雖不至日不可食、夜不可寐，
卻也如刺在哽，時常感到坐立難安，
又如人飲水冷暖自知般，有苦實難言，
故只得改以微笑面對，僅悲嘆於內，
遂記之，以念我那因故而死去的部份靈魂們。


＞＞＞＞＞＞師爺你他媽的翻譯翻譯：


今天是我頭髮剪壞的第七天，是我被剪掉的頭髮們的頭七吶，
已經一個禮拜惹，我還是無法釋懷也無法搞定我現在的鬆型，
只要一想到我原來的髮型、那些被剪掉了的頭髮，我的心情就好差，
雖然也不到吃不下睡不著這麼嚴重，
但只要一看到鏡子或一摸到頭髮我就不禁難過，怎樣也靜不下心來，
可這隨著髮型的不同而有的心境轉變，任憑我怎麼說剪的很糟，
大家都只是覺得是我過度反應了，
無法體會我真的是覺得我有一部份的靈魂就這麼被剪掉了，
我想，真要說的話，
會比較像是氣勢被剪掉了的感覺，
且現在的鬆型就算真的好看，
那也不是我想要的型，不是我想要看起來的樣子，
我討厭我現在看起來的樣子!!!!
所以只好閉口不想再多做解釋，裝做沒這回事，裝做已經不在乎，
只默默讓自己在內心裡悲傷嘆氣，
但因為我又還是真的很想靠北，
所以只好寫文記下這份心情，
來記念一下我那因為所以而被剪掉了的頭髮們~

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回
不
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惹
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嗚
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MercyMe - Dear Younger Me

Dear younger me
Where do I start
If I could tell you everything that I have learned so far
Then you could be
One step ahead
Of all the painful memories still running thru my head
I wonder how much different things would be
Dear younger me, dear younger me

Dear younger me
I cannot decide
Do I give some speech about how to get the most out of your life
Or do I go deep
And try to change
The choices that you’ll make cuz they’re choices that made me
Even though I love this crazy life
Sometimes I wish it was a smoother ride
Dear younger me, dear younger me

If I knew then what I know now
Condemnation would’ve had no power
My joy my pain would’ve never been my worth
If I knew then what I know now
Would’ve not been hard to figure out
What I would’ve changed if I had heard

Dear younger me
It’s not your fault
You were never meant to carry this beyond the cross
Dear younger me

You are holy
You are righteous
You are one of the redeemed
Set apart a brand new heart
You are free indeed

Every mountain every valley
Thru each heartache you will see
Every moment brings you closer
To who you were meant to be
Dear younger me, dear younger me

You are holy
You are righteous
You are one of the redeemed
Set apart a brand new heart
You are free indeed [x3]