▼ 不 夠 透 明

Hey, 書我沒看完，因為第四台撥了第四集下，看完以後覺得失望，決定不花時間在看書了。

桌曆一本給你，一本給小雞，狗的那本沒有柴犬，你在看看要哪本。

最後一次幫你買麵線，還有十塊沒找你，一併附上。

很抱歉我的死個性把關係搞成這樣，還好你在其它圈圈看起來過得不錯，不用花時間在沒意義的人身上，恭喜你，也祝福你。

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Hey,原來我們已陌生到連彼此的名字也叫不出來~

想要謝謝你送我和小雞的桌曆，但從你要還我書卻未曾與我連絡的方式、以及信箋結尾所謂浪費在沒意義的人身上，只讓我感到不想連絡的表態及原來過往的情誼和之前對你的付出就這樣被否定及抹滅掉，而如果過往這些回憶對你來說是如此的不堪或是無意義，我想我們也沒有收下這份禮物的理由，

就像你的抱歉一樣，雖然你說著抱歉但實際上在之前並未看到或感受到你曾為此做過任何的表達及努力，我們也只能向你道聲感謝但歸還你的禮物，希望這些桌曆能送到其他對你更有意義的人手上，

至於我過的好不好，我想這更不是能從表象就能看得出來的，我只希望你少了我們能過的更開心、人生能更多些意義，真的衷心祝福你，一切安好。

※歸還禮物是我跟小雞一致的想法，非我單方面的決定。

▼我想你應該知道為何會放這首歌，或說，希望你還記得。



Hello Nico - 花

雨 我是大雨
降落在你身上 卻弄壞衣裳
我只是想和你玩耍
待在你身旁 欣賞你的光芒

但你不願 你不再 你不願再想起
有我的過去 有我的記憶
你曾說 曾經你說過我藏著秘密
我不夠透明 我不夠真心

花請聽我說話
在無意中 我踩壞你的衣裳
花請原諒我吧
在無意中 我讓你那麼受傷

雨 我是大雨
想和你玩耍
待在你身旁

▼ 溫 暖 的 期 許

或許是生命中承載累積了越來越多的哀傷，
近年來特別偏愛有著溫暖嗓音為主軸的歌曲，
這樣無論搭配的曲風是明亮輕快或是冷冽抑鬱，
我都總是能夠隨著那份動人的嗓音做為前進方向，
猶如在黑暗中抓住些微的光芒般，
安心地踏出腳步、知道自己是在正確的道路上，
並在感謝著人生中能感受且接受他人的溫暖照看下，
期許自己也能成為一個正向且散發溫暖的人。




★Remix過後的版本帶著微微電氣，也好聽

Matt Simons - Catch & Release

There's a place I go to
Where no one knows me
It's not lonely
It's a necessary thing
It's a place I made up
Find out what I'm made of
The nights are stayed up
Counting stars and fighting sleep

Let it wash over me
Ready to lose my feet
Take me on to the place where one reviews life's mistery
Steady on down the line
Lose every sense of time
Take it all in and wake up that small part of me
Day to day I'm blind to see
And find how far
To go

[HOOK]
Everybody got their reason
Everybody got their way
We're just catching and releasing
What builds up throughout the day

It gets into your body
And it flows right through your blood
We can tell eachother secrets
And remember how to love

There's a place I'm going
No one knows me
If I breathe real slowly
Let it out and let it in
They can be terrifying
To be slowly dying
Also clarifying
The end where we begin

So let it wash over me
I'm ready to lose my feet
Take me on to the place where one reviews life's mistery
Steady on down the line
Lose every sense of time
Take it all in and wake up that small part of me
Day to day I'm blind to see
And find how far
To go

[HOOK]

It gets into your body
And it flows right through your blood
We can tell eachother secrets
And remember how to love

[HOOK]

And it gets into your body
And it flows right through your blood
We can tell eachother secrets
And remember how to love

▼ 不 用 翻 譯

歎息吶，初次看到你的瞬間
活脫脫就是正中我紅心的菜
即便你古怪的就是個weirdo
我看你卻覺可愛又趣味十足
無可比擬無可自拔無可救藥
拿你沒辦法只想陪在你身邊
安靜也好鬥嘴也罷我都享受
但我卻永遠也不想讓你知道
屬於我自己的這份心緒情意





The Jesus and Mary Chain - Just Like Honey

Listen to the girl
As she takes on half the world
Moving up and so alive
In her honey dripping beehive
Beehive
It's good, so good, it's so good
So good

Walking back to you
Is the hardest thing that
I can do
That I can do for you
For you

I'll be your plastic toy
I'll be your plastic toy
For you

Eating up the scum
Is the hardest thing for
Me to do

Just like honey [x17]

▼ 20150712 murmur

★20150712隨筆更新

覺得痛苦，
因為太過於渴求自己目前無法擁有的人/事/物，
就像我現在如此思念著那不屬於我的你一樣....



Shura - Touch

There's a love between us still
But something's changed and I don't know why
And all I want to do is go home with you
But I know I'm out of my mind

I want to touch you but I'm too late
I want to touch you but there's history
I can't believe that it's been three years
Now when I see you, it's so bittersweet

[Hook]

You want to touch me but you're too late
You want to touch me but there's too much history
Starting to live the lies we tell ourselves
I only need you to be friends with me

[Hook]

I've never felt so close
But now I know it's over
And all I want to do is go home with you
But I know I'm out of my mind
(Between us)
There's a love between us still but something's changed and I don't know why
(I've never felt so close, but now I know it's over)
And all I want to do is go home with you but I know I'm out of my mind
(Between us)
(Never felt, never felt, never, never felt)

▼ 20150717 murmur (二)

我想著你，你想著他，他又想著誰呢?
我希望他能夠也像你想著他一般地想著你，
這樣，我才能夠讓你從我的世界離開，
真正的離開。

祝你幸福。


The Temper Trap - Love Lost

Our love was lost
But now we've found it
Our love was lost, was lost
And hope was gone

Our love was lost
But now we've found it
And if you flash your heart, your heart
I won't deny it
I promise

I promise

Your walls are up
Too cold to touch it
Your walls are up, are up
Too high to climb

I know it's hard
But I can still hear it beating
So if you flash your heart
I won't mistreat it
I promise

I promise

Our love was lost
In the rubble are all the things
That you've, you've been dreaming of
Keep me in mind
When you're ready
I am here
To take you every time

Oh, our love was lost
Lost, lost, lost, lost..
Our love was lost
But now its found

▼ 20150717 murmur (一)

我們這樣就好， 不要多也不要少，
讓我做你的好朋友，
因為你就是我這殘酷的生活中，
唯一的美夢。


黃玠 feat. 魏如萱 做朋友

詞曲：黃玠 

今天天空是藍色的 你是否也正在享受
今天夕陽是紅色的 你是否想出去走走
今天天氣是晴朗的 你是否想去游個泳
今天街道是熱鬧的 你是否想去喝個酒
我想做 你的好朋友
我想問 你吃飽了沒有
你就是 這殘酷的生活
唯一的美夢